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This new guy I have software engineering lab with, is cool. He reminds me of dearest Mr.Shokri. Today started with his BI class and it was boring. After that we had soft lab with him and I killed myself to convince him to teach something useful, not just go through Presman's book all over again. He started with talking about scrum and I liked it. I have a short presentation about it for next week.
I told him I'm going to TOP company and he said it's a good place. I think I'm going to have a good time with him, if my classmate let him teach.
I did half of the exercise for asp class today, I asked Mr.Informal if they give me any money for "transportation" and he said he didn't think that was possible, but they might give me lunch! These assholes.
It made me sad somehow.
I lost to my arrogance and low self confidence. I have to be there around 8:30 and it's really hard to get there.
I wish I knew if it's even worth it. I feel like I might have made a mistake.
God, it's only you I wish to be taken care of by, please don't let go of me. I really have no one to rely on, and you know how much I ..... let it go.
This place has the capability to make me sad like that. God I wish I was somewhere far away from these people....
I'm sitting in class 105. God I wish I could go back to 3 years ago for one second.